No2Spenncil

Life is hard to keep up with, while being online! I'm still alive, but still having trouble making art...! My 22 year long battle with Lyme, that manifested in mood disorders and chronic physical pain and illness, will be effecting me for the rest of my life, but I'm finding myself a normal. ♡ My depression is almost non existent, anxiety is a lot better, physical health is... Manageable. xD I hurt, but I'm not as much of a brat as I was.

Covid's been hard. I have immune problems- I always have, but never thought it was actually a problem- so I've been staying inside a lot. My tablet just broke, so I can't even practice at the moment. xD; But I'll replace it soon enough, and try some more. Figure drawings are about all I do, when I get brave enough.

The big thing is that I'm TRYING to be social. I'm starting very slow, but I'm still talking more than I did when I fell off the face of the earth. I'd love to hear from my old friends, too, if they're around. ♡

I'm on Discord at Spenny#8027, and Spenntacular on Twitter, if anyone wants to hit me up faster than waiting for me to check here, haha.

I'm still alive..! Yes. And I mean it, this time, I am back to drawing and eager to start being.. Artistic, again. A lot of heartache happened this year, alone, and I need a good community again, and nothing has been more nurturing than DeviantArt has. I've known of this site since I was 10, and started it, myself, when I was 12... I've been a Deviant for 11 years total, and I miss it. I miss the friendships, the community, the support, the art... And I'm getting back into it. I'm back, for good, and I am going to be drawing, uploading, and improving, and I hope to make some new friends, again, and reunite with the old ones. I need this now, more than ever, so I hope not everyone has left dA like I inadvertently did... 

But, welcome back, me! I miss you all, and please, feel free to converse and shit, or ask for critique, or anything. I yearn to socialize, and help my fellow artists again. I want to be a part of the community, again.

Man... I was looking back at my old accounts, and BAM. Nostalgia hit me like a ton of bricks!
My old accounts like mangafreaks4256 and Spenncil and others... I know I was a little shit. From the beginning, to the middle, and, well... Yeah. Anyways~ I feel terrible that I lost so many of my friends along the way. I miss ALL of you. Growing up, having trouble with school, home stuff, and depression... I lost touch with so many. I am so sorry I was such an asshole.
Things have looked up since then. I've got most everything in my control... School is finished, I'm looking to go into art school, I'm working (A crappy job, but a job!) and my depression... Virtually nonexistant. Things have changed, and I have changed over the years. Right now, I'm just missing everyone I used to talk to, and would absolutely love to get back in touch with people I lost through the years. If you still watch me, thanks! Feel free to send me a note, or add me on Skype- No2Spenncil is my handle. I'm always up to chat!

I'm really, truly sorry for being a whiny little asshole when I was. I'm not anymore.
I miss you all!

Yeah. I know I haven't posted on here in forever... The summer is still getting to me, no doubt about it. I'm trying to get back, though... I do post on Tumblr, though, and I reblog some fun stuff. I don't reblog porn, but sometimes I draw inappropriate stuff. Don't worry about it...  

I got a 3DS, and Pokemon X, and am looking for friend codes. Tell me yours, and I will add you!!